Pretending to be someone else even when saying the same thing has an interesting effect like it's changing what the mind thinks is the scary part and processes something different instead, even if the same words. Words without context are harmless. Anyway yeah, some day we can chat more! I let myself go this Sunday and have to get back to things also. Thanks for the eye openers! I'm a big animal person myself, your story sounds really interesting, hope to read about it some day! Take care!