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Feeling constant dread Recently I’ve even hung up on saying my name, my social anxiety has gotten so much worse, I always fear going out the house and ending up in a moment where I have to say my name. I’ve been avoiding social outings for example the pub. There’s so many people and I’m always overthinking to the moment where I bump into someone and we start talking, then I have to say my name. I don’t stutter very badly anymore but my name has always been an issue. Whenever I do stutter saying my name I go into a state of shame and anxiety, and immediately want to harm myself. I don’t know what to do I’ve been sitting in bed all evening today panicking and dreading going to the pub for Patrick’s day as it’s going to be so packed. Can’t stop crying and feel completely hopeless. When I stammer i just wanna crawl in a hole and die.