Hi, this is my first comment or post ever on reddit. My whole life it seems has had to be planned around my stuttering. I think I know exactly how you feel. I started reading stuff on reddit just a few months ago. I've learned they have subreddits for just about everything. So today i googled stuttering and sure enough here it is. In terms of talking to others, it's hard. My girlfriend is only aware that I used to have a stutter as a kid, and that sometimes my "s" sounds are longer. With that being said, I am actually in a pretty good place in life right now. But yeah, I have never ever talked to anyone in person or even online about my whole stuttering situation.