I know I need to be honest about it but I think it’s because I’m so scared of being vulnerable. Like just the thought of laying my insecurities bare scares the shit out of me but I know it’s what must be done. hopefully I will be able to do this soon. I did actually email a speech therapist a couple of months ago but the session was £50 which I just couldn’t afford seeing as I’m unemployed and that’s only for one session. I would love to try speech therapy though.