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Thank you...the funny thing is I mainly play singleplayer games and very rarly multiplayer :)...its very rare to be addicted to singleolayer games...but it happens if you combined it with a virtual achivement/trophy system. I have always been a gamer since childhood...but that didnt affected my life since i was playing in moderation for pure enjoyment and not as an "escape"... 11 years ago alot of things happened and my stutterings caused me alot of pain and my mental toughness couldnt handel it anymore... So i escaped to the one hobby i love most...gaming...and the thing that made it worse is those trophies and platimum you get in the playstation system...i was hooked on them...i was a trophyhunter as they call it...its a huge community out there... And that was simply my life the last 11 years...just collecting trophies...bragging about my tough platinums and trophycount...completed more than 400 games 100%...i played alot...6-7 hours almost everyday...the scary thing is even if i'm not playing i'm still thinking about games...watching youtube walkthrough, game news, twitch, planning my next 2-3 games, reading trophyguides...and so on...my brain couldnt concentrate much of anything outside of gaming. I wanna say gaming in itself is not a problem if you are not escaping from something or using it as a copying mechanisme...and you can do it in moderation thats fine... I cant do it in moderation right now...i have to quit it alltogether...and i'm not returning before sorting out my life...and the bane of excisting "Stuttering".