My 2cents. Start a cleaning company. If you have any family member or close friend that will handle the “talking/ setting up appointments” part, all you would have to do is basically the cleaning. That is if you wanted to clean. While doing so you should get your mind right every day. Meaning If you keep avoiding the speech part and telling yourself “I block alot”... your going to block alot! Instead try kind of tricking your mind and thought process by thinking what you want to say and slowly speaking at first, then work your way to talking normal speeds. It all starts in the mind. Again take it or leave it man, good luck