I don't like it. But i just don't fucking care anymore. I'm learning my third language now (spanish) because I actually like speaking. It's like hard mode for me, but I'm still good at it. Although my stutter is not as servere as it used to be, because I am much more confident in who I am. I can recommend trying to learn a new langauge, especially if you're only native in english. You will be surprised how little you stutter because half the problem is "knowing" the words which make you. But in a new language you are allowed to stumble over words, and try out new pronounciation and it feels so free.