I understand we're you're coming from and I know its tough. The important thing to remember is that most people won't care that you stutter. Even if they do, its much more important to stutter through what you are going to say and get your point across than just simply stutter aimlessly, assuming you are going to stutter anyways. I've tried a wide variety of pharmaceuticals and I would recommend that you look into anti-anxiety medications. Any doctor can prescribe them for you if you speak to them. They won't make you stutter less, but they well make you not care about stuttering and speak more freely. I would recommend buspar and propranolol as they are relatively safe and you can Google their effect on stuttering online.