Yeah but I kind of do not want to accept it and I know that I have unrealistic expectations of a miracle recover. But I have also noticed that I don't have any self esteem anymore and wonder if it could make it worse? Because I was quite comfortable with myself from 7th to 9th grade and didn't stutter almost at all. After that I changed school and my confidence went down a lot. I started to stutter a lot more also. So I wonder that if I could somehow build up my confidence, would there be a chance that my stutter would get better?