I had a son when I was 21 now I'm 24 and I have a second son (baby). I really understand you. You can use these events to stop you from thinking about the stuttering and start thinking more about the baby. If you don't fight it that much, if you accept it and it just happens sometimes. Then I want to ask you about how you feel the flow of your breathing. Does it just stop ? Do you try to tell everything in one breath ? Do you try to be fast ?