Yep. It would be awesome if you didn't stutter. And kids in Africa would be so happy if they could eat a full meal for once, or get clean water. And people born blind would be so happy if they could just see. That's just how it is. The only thing that matters is how you act from here-on-out. You can either just submit to the circumstances which you **zero** control over and complain that everything's unfair (despite you being *extremely* privileged just to have internet access, for example), or you can accept it and make the best of an admittedly shitty situation. Snap out of it. Every minute you spend complaining is a minute wasted. It doesn't make any contribution to your quality of life. It is what it is, full stop. I know that the thoughts above aren't for everyone, but it's how I see it.