I sometimes just wonder how good we actually have it. Considering nearly 50% of the population is living in poverty and another maybe 10-20% are somewhat struggling. Just imagine all the people living in ghettos and dangerous areas that are extremely vulnerable to crime. Billions or hundreds of millions of people have to live in fear of their life and family every day. I sometimes sit back and think gee do I have it lucky and so do you. Having a job, good food, a place to sleep and access to recreational events are all privileges. Do you have any hobbies? It sounds like you don't have many hobbies. Don't take offense to this, I myself need to find some new hobbies too..