OP. Your understanding of what stuttering is about is regretable incorrect. I would like to direct you to the National Stuttering Association's (NSA) website (https://westutter.org). OP, I would like to specifically direct you and others to the web page on the NSA's website on, "What is Stuttering" (https://www.westutter.org/post/what-is-stuttering). This will help you and others on this subreddit group learn more about what we all have in common, stuttering. Good luck OP! :-)