Yes, it does seem that we are in a perpetual sequence of daily trying to push that boulder up a mountain only to have to continually repeat that process. It’s that daily effort to conquer that enormous effort, hoping that we will be successful in conquering that daily challenge. It seems that no matter what remedies or interventions, that boulder continues to require all our daily effort. Its exhausting to realize that this might be our sad future. The recommendation of radical acceptance is sadly depressing.