how to live with a severe stutter?

how to live with a severe stutter? All my life I made one wish and prayed every day - to be able to talk. I tried all possible techniques and methods of healing. but all in vain. I found myself lonely, broke, unable to say a single word without stuttering, and with a monstrous fear of society. unfulfilled, depressed, unemployed. how to find the strength to stop suffering and find hope and peace in this life as a stutter? is it possible?