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I am at the end of my academic journey (at the moment) with a bachelor's degree and a master's degree in economics. The former in native language (Italian), the latter in English. As probably happens to anyone, when you speak a language that is not your own your stuttering is aggravated because, in addition to the dysfluency due to stuttering you also add the dysfluency due to speaking a language that is not yours.Yet the last years of master's degree were the most formative, because not only did I have to face the problem of oral exams (a problem that existed in the three-year degree as well) but I participated in project presentations, group work, competitions with presentations in front of a jury. With that I want to tell you, in the words of Bojack Horsemen, "it gets easier every day. That's the hard part, you gotta do it every day. But it does get easier." Essentially there are two kinds of anxiety that you have to deal with in university: anxiety due to stuttering and anxiety due to exams/presentations/projects. The second one you overcome by doing the aforementioned things, over and over again. In fact, I remember on the first project I had really a lot of anxiety and wondering why on earth I decided to do it, and it was optional as well. In time I had overcome the anxiety of jumping in to try a project, a competition and so on.There remained, and remains, the anxiety of speaking in front of people. What I do is repeat many times what I have to say in the presentation, but that happens to anyone, even those who give lectures for work.And then I found that all in all no one cared about my problem, no one judged me, and most importantly, it didn't affect the evaluation of oral exams and competitions. That said, if you have suicidal thoughts the issue is very serious and you need to address it with a therapist. I don't know where you live but I know that some universities offer a therapeutic course for free, think seriously about it. All the best on your university journey. Don't let your stuttering problem stop you from trying new experiences. Edit: layout