I am 19 years old , going to second semester in university seeing everyone living their university life crushes me , whether we like it or not speech is so important in your personality , i feel like my head is between a hydraulic press and it is closing on my head extremely slowly literally i feel a piece of my soul leaving my body everyday i went as far as to curse God and my parents. i hate that i have to live my life differently than everyone else , while all my sibling lived theirs normally sometimes i am okay with it but slowly i boil inside and all my emotions get loose i really want to worry about everyday stuff like going to university on time getting enough sleep not my damn stutter i am tired