Hi! I am an SLP who specializes in stuttering and I am also a person who stutters. Stuttering is a neurophysical condition that is so variable. For some, they will stutter consistently their whole lives. For others, their stutter will come and go and the way they stutter will change. Personally, I didn’t stutter very much during my first three years of college just for my stutter to come back during my senior year. It sounds like you are having a rough time. Being a person who stutters can be hard! Please feel free to message me directly if you would like to discuss your experiences or ask me some questions about stuttering.