I don't know you, but at the end of the day, you are what you make of it. The more you disconnect from other people, the harder it gets and the bigger the anxiety becomes. You have to put yourself out there and it will suck for a while. But that is the only way for it (the stutter and the mindset) to get better. You WILL 100% meet people that don't mind the stutter, but that can only happen if you try. Source: I went through the exact same fucking thing years ago and it worked