I never did. Don’t know the real reason behind this but I was nice to everyone even in tense situations, I feel I established a strong enough presence in my school to garner respect from my peers. During that time I couldn’t help but make myself feel like people were talking shit behind closed doors but overtime the idea just dissipated into nothing. I have although felt an uncomfortable energy when talking with certain peers or superiors. It’s whatever, so far hasn’t hurt me.