Your stutter is not a product of childhood abuse, it’s genetic. My mother has it, my grandma had it, my great grandpa had it. I am one of two boys, I have it and my brother does not. It’s not anybody’s fault, it’s just nature, you either learn to accept it and love yourself for it or you don’t. My kids, if I ever do have any, will stutter, and I’m gonna make sure they don’t hate themselves for it