Dude, this might me hard to hear but you need to get that chip off your shoulder. Life is so tough, and having a stutter is tough, but you’re the only one in charge of how you live. No one else is concerned, so you might as well be your own biggest supporter because no one else is coming. Don’t do yourself a disservice by being so defeatist about your prospects, you can quite literally do whatever you set your mind to.