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No friends no self esteem I hate my life at the moment. A bit on the past and probably in the future. I’m from finland and i stutter in almost every sentence. Finnish language is hard and a lot harder when you stutter. I dont have friends anymore because my company is boring. I hardly talk and never told any stories. Stuttering has grabbed my throat and twisted it on a knot. Knot thats too thight to open even with teeth and fingernails😰 I struggle big time with depression and anxiety. I’m not sure if im doing worse than before or if i have fallen to the rock bottom and cant climb up anymore. Well anyways i just felt that i need to write this because its the only way i can express this sorrow. I need friends and i want them to like me who i am. Im really tired of dreaming about great life when in reality everythings are fallen apart. Bad days are necessary for life but dealing with stutter the bad days feels like normal when you experience terrible days so often.