Hey, if you're still here with us , try weed , or another drug, they help, drugs help, they don't take this thoughts away , they are just making this thoughts to sound normal to you. They take the pain away , but they will want something for you , become addicted to them , but hey , rather not be able to quit weed than not be able to see the light next day , to not exist, we only get 1 life, 1 try for this game , enjoy it somehow, something needs to make you feel alive, go explore, forget about your stammer , that s what I do , had it since I was a baby, father died 7 years ago , mom is not doing well either, and I'm a weirdo doing drugs , and do other things, more indoor, learn stuff at home , play games, talk to people online that you don't know , who cares if they laugh at you , you probably not going to her their stupid voices again , but hey, if your not with us anymore...well people who are still are , stammer is bad , really bad , it drives you crazy , paranoia, anxiety , depression and I can keep going. People who don't stutter , please don't make fun of others. don't ruin others life's.