Your second paragraph made no sense to me. You say you cant blame the way you speak to having a stutter because people will think you're an attention seeker, but then you say you can't speak fully smoothly. I'll first say you absolutely have a stutter even if you can control it if it affects your speech then you do have a stutter. It might not be as severe as others but there isn't a specific formula that decides if its considered a stutter or not (its more like a spectrum). Second fuck what other people will think, like really so what they think "youre seeking attention" you know that's not what you want so focus on that. I personally find that i stutter much less when i disclose that ive got a stutter before i speak and i would highly recommend the same. (Maybe not in all situations, like not mentioning it Everytime you hangout with friends they already know. But do it when you meet new people or go into a new class.) Also dont make your stutter stop you from introducting yourself to other people and having no friends/ pqrtners. I suggest you try to get out of your comfort zone as much as possible. For example my speech therapist suggests to introduce myself to 2 random people i meet on the street everyday while mentioning you have a stutter to them and you're just practicing self introduction (tbh i don't always do it) but its supposed to decrease your fear of stuttering and makes it easier to introduce yourself. Hope this helps but send me a dm if you have any questions or just wanna talk