Both jobs might not be for you. That's ok. The first one, you have no idea why they didn't hire you. They might have given the job to a friend. As far as the card shuffler job goes, you get to choose. Go have a meeting with that place and have a talk with them about stuttering. Just give them the scientific facts about stuttering, try to restrain passionate emotions. Emotional people can be perceived as off putting or not being able to control their emotions. Or, you can simply walk away. You get to decide the card shuffling place isn't your vibe. Now, for finding jobs. Keep on going. There's a job for you. Try a job fair?? A head hunter? Alot of companies list employment opportunities. You've got this! I believe in you. Finding peace in working is working jobs that don't feel right for you. Try it out and see how it feels. If it's not a good fit for your soul, move on. It's alot like dating!!!