postr/StutterMarch 21, 2021

The cornered life

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The cornered life I have an interview after 1 week, and my confidence are in the lows, I feel like shit, and I also have crohn's disease, whch makes me feel nauseated all day every day is hard from this darn bowel disease , just ruins my fucking day, it's like God cornered me with no exit, I can't eat I am skinny, I will be forever be sick from my crohn's, and I stutter, sometimes I just feel like my life isn't worth living my twin brother now works and navigates through his social life like a breeze and to make things worse I am interviewing for a call center I live in Jordan where there is no awareness of stuttering I I just don't know If I had just crohn's and not stutter, vice versa I would be happy, and also I got the interview using connection, like if I can't get this job, how the fuck can i get any job without connection, that's how Jordan works Just wanted to vent

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Emotional ExperienceSchool & Work

Subthemes

Helplessness & AgencySadness & HopelessnessEmployment & Career