Homie listen I have a little belief that when god was giving us life he presented us with 3 choices for how difficult you want your life to be there was Amateur, Professional and Legendary. So we mf were confident and went for Legendary coz we knew we are strong enough to deal with this shit. So when I go through tough times I remember this little belief of mine and feel little better. Try to see life as a game like you are the protagonist of the game and everybody is some random npcs doing their random shit. Be a hero finish the game with zero death and like a champ If you fall get back up coz we don't lose man we get up and fight. I hope you get better hombre English is not my mother tongue so excuse