Living it. Struggled significantly growing up and into my early 20s. Sometimes I reflect, and think about so many missed opportunities I missed due to the fear of stuttering. My mid 20s, and now deep into my late 20s, I’ve grabbed life by the throat and pursing everything I want. Admittedly, I still have days in which I struggle, those moments can be a real bitch. But no, no spectating here, unless I’m watching my buddy’s POV after I just got melted on battlefield 6.