DS and CP? Really? You think those are in any way comparable to stuttering? You're envious of the applause? If you want recognition, earn it. But don't expect it for simply showing up. Quit crying "disability" and step up. Those people you envy aren't crying "disability." They're putting forth maximum effort. Finally... Don't tell me to "go to hell" and in the next breath claim you're a good person. The circle doesn't square.