I used to not stutter when I read, only when I talk to people, but now it’s even when I read out aloud.

I used to not stutter when I read, only when I talk to people, but now it’s even when I read out aloud. Nowadays I stutter even when I read out aloud, I feel like my stuttering is getting worse day by day. I have thoughts of suicide lately because my stuttering has really affected my life, my career, my relationships, my confidence. I have blown interviews and presentations because of my stutter. I am trying to cure it. I hope my efforts do not go in vain.