Whatever you do, we will all be here to support you. You are not alone. 99.9% of people don't care you stutter. The other 0.01 are asshats. If you can, reach out and get help from a speech therapist. Try singing and acting classes to help control your breathing and relaxation techniques. Exercise, especially swimming! find hobbies and interests you get excited about and get involved in them. For me it was nerdy pursuits, dnd, writing, gaming and swimming, mma and gym! talk to everyone. if you talk to customer support say you a have a stutter. they will help you more.