I dont ever hide my stutter. I just block before I even get to talk and no words come out or its just sounds. And yes the blame is on the condition I have. If i wouldnt have stuttered I wouldnt have got fired and I would have a job by now. Im not stupid and I dont shy from social activity. I just cant talk. Its upsetting because Im a very personable person to my family and family friends. I just cant utilize it. Thank you for your response, youve given me some things to think about .