" Im able to attract girl online and set up dates but once they hang out with me they just disappear" It seems to me the root cause was not your stuttering, not to mention if you also stuttered when voice chating with your girls. Bc, what is the point ghosting a stutterer after you two made up minds to have a date offline? IMO you are just having crushes on bad girls, and that's just how online dating goes in some cases.Plz keep in mind don't get too overwhelmed in online dating. What good girls you are expecting to come across online otherwise? Also you gotta retrospect if your other flaws screwed up the dating, not exclusive to stuttering." Smallest things like that drive me crazy. I wanna throw my phone against the wall. But I guess I have those anger issues from enduring stuttering for so long" This sentence really makes you seem creepy and maniac. You should get good-tempered at least before dating. Regards. No offenses.