Don't!!! I struggled my whole life, also my professors while doing computer science forced me to do the presentations and they were veeery bad. BUT! I survived became stronger and 20 years later I'm senior software engineer in a one of the best companies in the world. It was hard but life is fucking hard. Rocky quote: "Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!" PM me if you'd like to chat / talk / Zoom. I still stutter in every sentence 🙂 Take care!