Your response means more to me than you know. Just reading it is like -wow I’m really not alone in this. Someone else actually gets me. Someone else is going through this too. And after so many years of feeling helpless and alone In this.. I didn’t know how much I needed to hear that someone else gets me. Like truly gets me! I regret not coming on this thread sooner. So many tears. Congrats on your engagement— i may not know you but I’m for excited you!! And excited you also get a new shorter name :)