I'm tired of my stuttering

I'm tired of my stuttering I don't have any hope that my future will be good. I studied at university and became an engineer, but because of my stuttering, I feel like everything I've worked for is going to be in vain. I can't talk to girls, and since university ended, my social life has almost hit rock bottom. I don't think I'll be able to find a job either. I hate myself and god. How are things on your side?