Even when I was a kid, I always want to become a missionary in my church and eventually becoming a pastor, but that role is literally focused on talking to people and leading your team. When I was in college, I always dread becoming one thinking how can I survive that profession. I'm already at my fifth month being a missionary this year. I've never felt so fulfilled nowing I didn't throw my shot. There are times that I experience "bad days" but I have no regrets whatsoever