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Feel like shit :/ Had to book an appointment yesterday and the lady asks me where i was born and the place i was born is so hard to say I stuttered so hard and just said any random place... Now I look like an idiot :/ I'm scared of going to this job interview cause I've already fucked up. The lady when I got stuck on a word said "hello are you there" which is just so annoying... I got off the phone and just cried :( Idk what im looking for with this just to vent... Edit: This stutter has also stopped me from approaching girls that I normally would want to approach cause it's just so awkward... :/ All my friends have partners and i'm still single :( They make fun of me for still being single although they're joking it still hurts :(
Themes
Anticipation & AvoidanceEmotional ExperienceSocial & Relationships
Subthemes
Avoidance & SubstitutionShame & EmbarrassmentAnxiety & Social JudgmentDating & Romance
Codes (3)
ordering_service_encounterlistener_reactiontime_pressure