How old are you? I've found that the older I get the less I care. Sure you can look for someone or something to blame but at the end of the day your times running short and just go with what ya got. I get upset quite a bit hearing people say I had a stutter and it went away either with time or therapy... well mine hasn't an I'm 37 now, In fact I've even developed these funny facial ticks to go with it. I've got a wife, 2 kids, high paying job where I oversee a bunch of people and it is what it is. At the end of the day I hope you can beat it but if not then get over it and move on, live your life cause you only get this one chance