Nothing positive has come out of it. I hate it, it has definitively decreased my quality of life, and I can never get a break from it unless I'm extremely drunk. It's made me very depressed and flat out angry that I got picked out of all the people I know to have to deal with this every fucking minute of my life. I know some people have it worse than me, but I'm not strong enough to even care. I also don't like how it's a stigmatized disability as it's socially acceptable for people to just laugh in your face at the very thing that is destroying your life.