Your words spoke to me because it sounds exactly like the things I repeat in my head. I’m 21 too and also have a severe stutter. Im struggling through the horrible soul crunch that is looking for a job. It seems like it’s easy for everyone else and time after time I’ve had to put more effort into every day life than other people do. It’s a hard struggle that’s not many people around you can relate to. Toxic positivity is a killer and I hear it all the time from people around me. People just don’t understand! Even I will never understand how hard it is for you. I feel for you and am sending good vibes your way.