It's like there's a disconnect, or misfiring, from what I want to say to what my mouth is trying to get out. I can pretty much physically feel the delay. I've had depression/anxiety for years so I'm on a couple of meds. I don't drink anymore because I was self medicating with it but now I smoke plenty of pot so I'm sure I'm not helping my situation but I don't really care for the moment. I'm tired of the daily battles.