I've been working at a service desk for a few months now. I have to talk all goddamn day. It has made me care less about my stuttering but I do not feel any happier about my situation. I sound really stupid sometimes because of my sentence fragmentation. I also do not like how I look when I stutter. To me, life is just a "meh".. I'm not suicidal but I wouldn't give a shit if a truck took me out tomorrow. So yeah...don't blame your parents. They couldn't have known that you would end up stuttering. But If they themselves stutter then that would be a different story.