Hey, hope you’re doing great today. Like someone else in the comments said, I think a psychologist/therapist would do you absolute wonders. I see one, and it’s changed me immensely. I firmly believe that stuttering and confidence highly correlate so I feel like the first step for you would be to mentally overcome your stutter. I can guarantee you all the thoughts about how other people perceive you aren’t true, and it just something in your head. I think how you perceive yourself is also key, yes you have a stutter but don’t let it define you and control you, you’re probably a great person who can add a lot of value to anyone’s life. Stay positive and feel free to DM me if you need some more support.