I feel this. I always think that i would be a very confident person if it weren’t for my stutter. I pretty much like everything else about myself except for my stutter and everything that comes with it. But i also think that if i didn’t have a stutter i would just find something else about myself to hate. Everyone has their own challenges, and i know that it can feel impossible sometimes with a stutter, but you seem to have proven to yourself many times that are capable of so much!