Man, if you work hard, are nice to others, everything will be fine. Others are just happy to see you aren't perfect either! Just because you show your weaknesses doesn't mean others have none. You'll probably live to be 80 years old and that moment you are living in right now is so unimportant compared to the 50-60 years you still have left on this earth. So keep your head up, get to know your coworkers, enjoy yourself, take some time off if you want to. But just promise me that you'll never give up trying to better yourself