Smoked for almost 10 years by that time it became a impossible habit to keep up, I was also a big drinker too it only makes the void inside deeper. Been sober for 6 months now and the best therapy is putting on your headphones and hitting the gym or going on a run! Isolation= elevation, going along with the crowd will most likely get you killed, speaking from experience! Since my last drunken night the man upstairs gave me a second chance and a new lease on life! You got this and stay strong homie☮️