Why not just reply to my comments instead of creating new posts lol? I know exactly how you feel, high school was super hard for me too. By far the worst period of my life. All I am trying to say is, there is no point being so hard on yourself. I accept that I stutter, its part of me, so when I stutter I don't get upset because... thats normal to me. If I stutter so what, if someone is worth talking to they will wait? I know thats not the answer you want, you want a solution to cure the stutter... well I don't have one. But the solution for myself to cure the self hatred, was acceptance and a positive perspective. There is 0 point hating yourself, over something as you said, you cant control. But what we can control, is how we allow the stutter to make us feel. If you stuttered, but didnt allow it to upset you.. would your life improve? Think about that