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Job search is depressing I applied to a job, I pretty much checked off all the requirements because I had (personal project) experience in the things that where considered "Not required, but helps". I got an offer for an interview about 8 hours later and unfortunately for me, it was a one way interview. They show a question on the screen, and I record the answer, on video. As if that wasn't bad enough, I was given just 48 hours to do it. Well since I'm writing this, it's obvious I didn't do it well. I honestly think I was better off not even doing it because the person watching the video will definitely have a good laugh. It's even more depressing knowing that people that don't know as much as I know, or have as much experience as I do, can get a job because they know how to present themselves well. I feel like my brain is always working full-time but my mouth never works. I looked up the name the email came from. On LinkedIn, their role is "Hiring manager". What the hell are they doing all day if they give one way interviews and not actually interviewing people face to face (or camera to camera I guess)? This whole experience just feels like a trap. I'm tired. I went for an abdomen scan yesterday and the lab tech thought it was funny to laugh and say "did you forget your date of birth". I'm sure we all experience something similar. I'm tired. Family isn't any better. My mum gets mad/frustrated when I can't **just talk**. Like... We wouldn't be in this situation if you had gotten me some help when I was younger, and if you didn't just trust in a sky sugar daddy to do everything. My lil piece of shit brother is the worst. He knows I won't say much or I will just give up at trying to talk if I'm mad at him about something. And he uses that against me everytime. I swear I can see his smile everytime I walk away. I'm tired.